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saphyriaOkay, so.
Bloodwork came back clean.
Still hurt, tho. My sides, my whole abdomen hurts, with nausea and upper chest pain. Light-headedness. Lethargy. Blargh.
And now, to top it all off, my temples and the sides of my jaw have started tingling and feeling sore. I don't know whether it's sinuses, pinched nerves, inflamed salivary glands, or what. Sometimes, I can feel my pulse twitch there.
I hurt. Mom and Dad are getting tired of hearing my worries and fears for my health, putting it off as fibro or over-active imagination. Which, having my dad sound so exasperated and belittling while I'm trying not to have a heart attack doesn't really make me feel better at all. Thanks.
I just wish I could figure out what's wrong with me. Once I know that, I'd know what needed to be fixed. I keep on wanting to compile a list of symptoms and check myself into a hospital. Hand them the list, and say, "Find out what's wrong, and fix me."
Also, I'm lonely.
Bloodwork came back clean.
Still hurt, tho. My sides, my whole abdomen hurts, with nausea and upper chest pain. Light-headedness. Lethargy. Blargh.
And now, to top it all off, my temples and the sides of my jaw have started tingling and feeling sore. I don't know whether it's sinuses, pinched nerves, inflamed salivary glands, or what. Sometimes, I can feel my pulse twitch there.
I hurt. Mom and Dad are getting tired of hearing my worries and fears for my health, putting it off as fibro or over-active imagination. Which, having my dad sound so exasperated and belittling while I'm trying not to have a heart attack doesn't really make me feel better at all. Thanks.
I just wish I could figure out what's wrong with me. Once I know that, I'd know what needed to be fixed. I keep on wanting to compile a list of symptoms and check myself into a hospital. Hand them the list, and say, "Find out what's wrong, and fix me."
Also, I'm lonely.
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Date: 2009-06-22 11:15 am (UTC)Maybe you could go to another doctor in the area that's on your insurance for a second opinion?
Also re: the lonliness, maybe getting out an exploring will help? Even if you don't meet people, at least it's distracting (and hopefully interesting on top of it.)
*hugs!*
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Date: 2009-06-22 12:25 pm (UTC)Thinking of you, Saph.
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Date: 2009-06-22 01:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-06-22 01:21 pm (UTC)*HUGSES* <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 YOU'LL BE OKAY. Definitely. *nods* Keep annoying doctors until they figure it out, yes?
And 'm gonna come visit you soonish! Yes. *schoogles* An'm always here to talk to. *nods*
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Date: 2009-06-22 01:43 pm (UTC)I miss you and I love you. <3